Imagine...

You wake up in the middle of a crossroad.

You stand there, wondering where the heck you might be, when you first realise the roadsings. Each of them pointed in a different direction.

However, the strange thing is they don't have names of places on them, they have words like "Power" "Fame and Fortune" or "True Love".
There are also others pointing to "Infinity and Beyond" "The Unexpected", "Far Far Away" and "Nowhere".
which way would you go??

Happiness

Don't you hate when there's something you know but you can't get the right words to express it?
Well, that's what happened to me with this word. Some time ago I was having this kind of deep-thought conversation with a friend, when the word happiness came around. I dared her to describe it, and she dared me back. The thing was none of us would came up with a clear definition or an exact way to describe it.

For me, happiness isn't a feeling, it's much more than that. For me, happiness is a mixture of optimism and good will, a way of looking to the world. For me, happiness is just the ultimate lifestyle.

Today I had what I think is going to be the last bath of the season.
What's amazing about it is that today is 2nd November: the climate is going nuts!

One about songs

Someone told me once to look for Gary jules on youtube, the song being Falling awake. Now I'm completely hooked, everytime I get into the internet I open a window for it.
Can someone give me a solution for this? Maybe another song???? :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lM2dlfuo-xQ

I definitely have a problem with clocks, alarms and all this stuff.
Time seems to pass too quickly so I can't help being always late.
They say it's all about will and discipline.
My body says it's all about rest and sleep.

I sure need some of those.

There are times everything seems so pointless I can't stand it.
I feel like runing berserk but it just wouldnt be enough...

Life isnt fair

It's the most universal truth, something everyone learns sooner or later and there's nothing you can do to change it.
Plead, cry, swear out loud, it wont make you feel better the same it wont make any difference.
That's the way it is and you can do nothing about it.

Fate, destiny, they do not exist but it doesn't matter, there are lots other ways to make you think dreams cant be reached.
Your will, your determination, they are tested everyday, every single step you take, will you pass the tests? will you resist? survive?

You've finally found it.
It's right there, just a step ahead.
And when you take that step thinking that you did it, everything falls down and you suddenly wake up.
Your heart still pounding hard in your chest you cant stop an aching sense of helpness run down your spine.
you know that feeling, right?

But that was just a dream.

And then you laugh. Laugh out loud at yourself and your naiveness, you laugh realising that the child you once were is still alive, and dreaming.
You remember how it felt and wonder why the hell you let dreams fade away.
Making a promise, you start living again.

why? because I chose to, I chose to believe

Surviving

It may not be as tough as I thougth at first

Summer ended today while school started.
The presentation was at 10:30 so I told my dad to wake me up at the time he went to work.
He actually called me but I didn't wake up, neither did I when the alarm clock rang at nine.
Luckly, at 10:11 I opened my eyes and jumped out of bed.
Apart from this, there was no problem as I finally made it on time.
So it wasn't a bad start at last.

It's all about how are we gonna be remembered

I had forgotten how much effort you need to start building dreams up.
The time for dreaming ends and it comes the time for working hard.
But dont give up, when the time for dreams comes again the effort will have been worth it.

You realize your dreams are just waiting for you to throw your fears away make the move.

There are lots of ways for doing it, this is just one of them.

Close your eyes
Relax, you're going to start a journey,
a journey back to the origins, your origins
ok
think of when you where born,
seems a like a long time ago doesn't it?
well, I don't think anyone remembers the day he was born but,
what's the first thing you can remember?
Give it a try, think, you got it?
how old were you back then? two years old? three? one?
This is gonna be your start point
Once you get it you can begin
Now the only thing have to do is to start remembering
Memories since you were one till now
Take your time, there's no need to rush through it
I like going carefully through each one
You might remember things, details, that had been forgotten
and every time you do it you'll find it difficult not to feel a certain happiness

This is something I do when I have a lot of useless time ahead, like in a bus trip of 2 or 3 hours and feel in the mood. It makes me relax and I really enjoy it.
Hope you find doing it interesting at least

There are times where I can't think of anything to write about. Words will linger just out of my reach and nothing I'll come up with will make any sense.
But I know better than to worry, this is the way things are, you have to wait till it comes again. It may be a day, a week or even a year. It doesn't matter.
I learned long ago that without patience you get nothing.

Today it was the first day it rained since I got back, but it didnt rain long.
I like it when it rains for while.
I like feeling the constant rumble of waterdrops as they fall on the window.

What should be done with dreams when the time for dreaming has not yet come?
I keep them carefully deep inside in a place where they lay, latent, waiting for their time to come...

Never underestimate the power of the little things...

It's disturbing noticing that, once back in town, those days that seemed to last an eternity are over. Now, days pass with incredible quickness, before you realize it a week may well have gone by.
This is because a myriad of activities keep our minds busy, there are no more free afternoons for enjoying ourselves, no more entire days for being with our friends and there's nothing remarkable to measure the flow of time. Instead, time has come for us to do our share.
Maybe there's nothing to do about it but wait for the next break.
Or maybe not,
Maybe it's time to demonstrate that we can overrun tedium, that we can enjoy life despite everyday routine, that we still know how to feel the moment.

Something weird happened today.
I was coming back home in the morning when leaves started falling. It didn't call my attention at first, but then I realized there were no trees on the street I was walking by.
Surprised, I looked up and noticed that the leaves where falling from the sky, from over the buildings and the clouds.
I wonder where can they possibly come from, maybe it's just Fall that comes early this year.

No way to change the past
No way to know the future
But in between I build my dreams on clouds of sugar

Today is over
Tomorrow is not yet
There, in this eternity, I can rest, I feel at home

It's the little things

It's always the little things.
An old joke, a smile, it is all you need to feel back home.

Luck

Is it something we come across by chance?
Nope, good luck is something you have to work hard and be ready for.
Luck is umpredictable but not so much.

Unexpected project

working on it

SUMMER 2oo9

Looking through the window I can see London City fading away into the distance. So I believe this is it.
This summer has been magical, unforgettable. I've been to great places and got to meet incredible people.
In a way it is sad to see it end but at the same time I feel great because this was a terrific summer and I've made friends I'll keep in touch with, which is far more than what I had expected.
I also feel excitement for the future, there are gonna be a lot of things going on this year that comes: new school, new and old friends, becoming 18, getting the driving license, the basketball league, a promise to keep and lots more.

Tomorrow

Tomorrow is going to be a tough day, I'll have to say bye to you again and that breaks my heart but...
... but today is not tomorrow. Now you are in my arms. Now I can hold you, I can hear you, I can smell you. Now I can taste you lips and look into your eyes...
so, who cares about tomorrow now?

City Outskirts

We finally arrived. After the plane's delay, the mute taxi driver who didn't even know where the hotel was, people looking at us at 11pm in the street and the scene at reception (there was a man shouting and swearing when we arrived, complaining about his room) going to bed was redemption.

My HUNT

This is me. A hunter looking for a prey. But what really makes me different is the nature of the prey I hunt. My prey are dreams, my prey are moments.
My hunt consist on looking for unique moments. Moments that can last a few seconds or expand for days.
And while looking for them I find people. Some of them will just pass by whereas others will share my path. Some of them will be just shadows whereas others will be more unique than the moments I seek.
That's my hunt, that's what I live for, but I can't do it alone. I need YOU